I love you but...

Hi guys!

I know I haven't been updating my blog for a thousand years.

So gonna do a last post for 2011.
(And maybe another post tomorrow for overdue pictures?)

 New year resolution for 2012!

1. Lose weight.

I have this schoolmate in my secondary school and she was quite chubby back then.

Recently I was looking through her fb profile and realised that she has become very skinny so I thought if she can do it why can't I right?

So I'm gonna start eating less and exercise more from now on.

I wouldn't want anyone to labour me as "Fat" anymore :3

2. Be Happy.

In 2012, I wouldn't want to waste another year of my life to be mad/upset at some bitches who obviously has no brain.

So I'm gonna enjoy my 2012 as much as I can C:

When bad things happen, I'm gonna survive them with smiles!

When bitches appear in my life, I'm gonna ignore them completely~

3. Be committed.

Be it my school work, relationships or any other stuff, I would want to be more committed.

Hmm yes I think that's about it?

I'm really tired right now so all I can think of is to have a good night sleep ZzzZzzZzz

Tell me one of your new year resolution on my Formspring!

(I'm getting lesser Formspring questions >: Yes yes, sorry for being the one that didn't update for a long time >< )

Hope you'll have a good 2012 ahead too! C:

formspring.me

Will answer everything, so start asking now! http://www.formspring.me/HeatherLCC

Be strong and move on.

Hi all!
This week I'm not gonna update much, but there's alot of picture!
And there's some funny thing happen through the week, not gonna talk about all of them though.






Okay before I start with the funny stuff, I'm gonna intro a new nail polish I got on Friday.
So Friday is the only day I end school early, went to walk walk with Sab.
Sab wanted to go in a shop but the sales person in the shop always follow you around so we don't really like to go there.
But I was in the mood to take a look there so I pull her in.






Tried out an awesome colour, and I really want to buy it though I'm saving money so I can spend them when I'm back to Sg.
So after going to The Face Shop to see if there's nicer colour that I like, end up I still prefer the colour I tried at Tony Moly.

(The colour I tried out first is on the left.)

It's like a high light pink.

And after trying alot of colour both in The Face Shop and Tony Moly, I still prefer this high light pink.

(So these are the colours I've tried, take a closer look below.)

(As you can see, I really like bright/hot pink alot!)

(The brand name is Tony Moly, made in Korea)

(This is how the bottle look like)

(This is how it looks like on both my finger and toe)

(Okay I know my toe are really ugly, just cut the nails btw.

Be appreciative la, since I don't really take pic with my toe nails.)

Just after I apply them on my toe nails, my sis came in and ask if she can apply the same colour as me.

And why not right?

( So this is how she look like with the high light pink nail polish)

My mum & dad don't really like the colour, but oh well who cares right?

It's for me to enjoy~

So yea, if you like weird (or nice?) colour like high lighter colours, you can try Tony Moly.

They have nail polish that cost only $100NT dollars which is $5 Sg money with like quite a nice colour too.

Or if you want high light colours which cost $150NT dollars ($7.50 Sg) you can try finding them there (:

They sells Make Up stuff too, but since I'm not really a everyday-make-up-type-of-girl, so didn't buy any make up stuff there.

(Oh no offense to people who put make up! Just a word with not much meaning so don't misunderstand it. I do put make up occasionally too!)

But they have cute designs and nice smell type of make up which make me wanna buy them! ^^

http://eng.tonymoly.com/ << Their website here, check it out~

Okay done with it, some random pic below!

(Taiwan's cold now, but that cold la. My friend's crazy enough to bring this to school --' )

( And look! Who's behind? ._. )

(Halloween! My friend brough this to school ^^)

(This is what you'll do when lessons are too boring!!)

(A new shoes my friend got, nice Ikr! )

( And a bubble tea Sabrina made by herself during the class. Nice right! )

I don't understand where did she get the patience and idea and even the hand that can make cute stuffs like this by her own hand.

See more of her work in her blog!

Tsk, I can never be this talented -.-

Okay gonna end with a random pic of myself!

So as I said above, funny things happen right?

Gonna list like 2 for you okay? ^^

1. My maths teacher came to talk to me.

She:" You understand what I taugh during the class? "

Me:" Yea. "

She:" Sure? You don't seems to be concentrating during the lessons. "

Me:" Yea~ "

She:" Huh I very sad ley ): "

Me:" Oh well, I'll look for you personally next week la! "

She:" But must concentrate during the class too uh! "

Me:" Oh! Fine, I'll pay attention for the next lesson. "

She:" Really? "

Me:" Yea, I'll do what I said. "

She:" Okay~ " *Happy face*

Me:" Only for next lesson though! " then I walk off with Sab before she calls me back.

 

Lol okay not that funny, just that I always talk to her like she's one of my friend.

 

2. My maths teacher came back looking one of my classmate, so I started chatting with her.

Me:" You know what? I really dislike QML." (QML is a bitch in my class )

She: *Shock face!*

Me: *Continue with why I dislike her.*

Sasa join in the conversation too.

Me:" *&^%$#!*&_*^%+*&^$#!%^ FUCK HER!"

She:" What did you just said?! "

Me:" Oh well... HEHE! "

She:" You look so pretty, don't say vulgarity la. "

Me:" Okay la okay la. "

 

Lmao, okay another not funny stuff. But if you were there, you would have find it funny too!

Okay I'm seriously gonna end here.

I have no time to finish my Human Centipede 2 already!

 

Gonna blog up a review of this movie, you can watch it's trailer on Youtube (:

The Human Centipede 1 is already very sickening, let's see how HC2 is gonna impress me~

Wait for the review kay! Most probably will be done next week (:

 

And! Next week, me and Sabrina gonna try out the Gothic Lollita make up and go for a walk.

So, it's gonna be interesting! Tell you more details next week okay?

Just wait for it, and stay tune for the next blog post!

Xoxo, FORMSPRING ME RIGHT NOW!!

Let the wrong ones go.

Hi all!
I know I haven't been updating since 25/9.
There's some personal problem and I was lack of time to update so I closed this blog for a while.
But no worries, it's open now!

Gonna upload some picture first before I do the talking.
Enjoy!

( My friend's shoes - Candice)

(What my classmate did for his girlfriend during her birthday! Awsome right?)

( Me & Sab)

( A new trade in Baby world- High pants!)

( Sis playing happily)

(Sister!)

(Me accompanying her.)

(Before we went to cut my fringe)

Okay, so I went to cut my fringe today cause it was too long and it's covering one of my eyes.
Wanted to cut it as a bangs, but I'm kinda sick of bangs already.
I couldn't decide how I want my fringe to be like, so I told the person to cut it as bangs. (Don't know what was I thinking back then)
Yes, as expected. I regretted it, but oh well.
Let's wait for it to be longer~ ^^

So how's everyone's life?
Well, mine's the same.
But I have one happy news to share!
I'm going back to Sg during my coming holiday which is 18Jan to 6Feb.



I'm gonna stay in Sg from 18Jan to 2Feb, exactly two weeks there without landing and leaving date.
Hmm 2 weeks's not long, most probably can't meet up with all the friends since I'm celebrating Chinese New Year with family and gotta spend some time with family too.
Definitely gonna meet up with the Clique and my baby boy <3!
Ever since parents announce this news to me, I've been thinking what am I gonna do when I'm back in Sg.



I have like, millions of things to do hahahahah.
Wanna know what are some of them?
-Go back Henderson Secondary School.
-Meet with baby's parent. (Freaking nervous :O )
-Meet with Jannie & the Clique.
-Bring sister go Sentosa with baby?
-Buy my tongue stubs & belly rings.



Sigh, was totally in a good mood for updating my blog.
And lousy people in my lousy life made my mood totally go lousy.
What a bitch, why can't you just fuck off?
How great, totally no mood now. Thanks alot huh you female bitch zomg.



Oh well, officially no mood now so gonna end here now.
So sorry, supposed to come up with a long post but well you know things just can't go the way you want it ikr.
Okay, bye!



p.s/ FORMSPRING ME!!!

I don't know why I bother, sometimes.

Hi all! Sorry for the late update? Okay not really late.
Anyway, yesterday went to celebrate my birthday with Jeff C, Sabrina and Jeff.
Invited one more person but that person simply vanish from the world without any reason so yeah.

(All the foods me and Sab prepared. Enough to last all of us without eating dinner! How awesome)

( Four of us. Soooo cute, lol)

(Again!)

(Me and Jeff Chen. So touched that he came and waited for us like more than an hour. Gonna tell you later)

( Me and Jeff. My best-guy-friend now ^^ )

(Me and Sabrina. Always-together-glue.)

(All times favorite!! Mango Chacha)

(Three of us at Taipei 101, Jeff C left first)

(Super tired face after the long day. Mad sleepy)

(Finally homed. With lots of stuff on my hand.)

(Cuttie of mine. Iloveyou! ^^)

(With a lot more of effort, I can be skinny lorh. Zzz)

(Daddy's camera so nice to camwhore!)


So okay let's start with the day yeah.
I woke up around 9 plus 10am, didn't have a good sleep because I was having headache.
Can't tahan anymore so went to take medicine without asking mum.
I guess the medicine put too long or what, expired I guess?
After eating it, feel like vomiting.

So to cut the story short, I vomited 3 times at home. But insist to go for the picnic because I don't wanna last minute cancel outing. And I really wanna enjoy my birthday :P
When finally meet up with Sabrina, (we met first before meeting the guys), went to buy donuts and I vomited again. Luckily manage to tahan until the person pass the plastic bag to me before I vomited out.
Okay it's sounds gross, but anyway that's my last time vomitting which I'm very happy with.

Called Jeff F, and he forgot the outing! Zzz -.- And he said the another person we invited is missing in action. Tried to contact the person but this person didn't pick up phone.
And finally Jeff F called us back again, the person we invited last min cannot come with us.
I was kinda expected but really sad, angry and disappointed with this person cause I HATE LAST MIN CHANGES ZOMG. And even Sab was angry with that person.

Jeff C called us while still waiting for Jeff F to come. And Jeff C basically waited for us like more than 1 hour. Me and Sab were really afraid if he'll be angry but he simply said it's a rare chance for us to meet up and hang out so he don't mind waiting for us. *SOOO MAD TOUCHED BY HIM! (As a friend la)*

After Jeff F finally meet up with us, we rush to the place we're suppose to have picnic at. Called Jeff C and you know what was he doing??? He's doing his homework in the toilet, lol epic.

Were too hungry so we started eating without taking video (were suppose to film for my requested video on fs) but I did take pic ^^
So the good news is, I've done fimling for my birthday video! Happy right? But haven't edit it and stuff like that so I guess I'll only upload it after my birthday... :/

There was a bunch of idiots playing racing game or something, but they kept staring at us like nobody's business and they made alot of noise. Like omg you're the one who's making so much noise I should be the one staring at you and bitch you stare at us first? Mother got teach not??

Not even me and Sabrina were angry only, (you know la, both of us always got into trouble because no manners bitches love staring at us, but we're changing now!), even the both Jeff were not happy with it.
Those two Jeff I've known normally don't really care if people's staring or not but this group of idiots stare until seriously like want to fuck us up like that you know!!

After eating I wanted to take pic at the park but Jeff C wasted too much time waiting for us and he need to rush off so we decided to go for Mango Chacha first before he leave.
Gossip alot at Mango Chacha and have fun there. And JeffC left while the three of us went to Taipei 101.

I wanted to go back the park for pic, but Jeff F didn't go to Taipei 101 before despite the fact that this is the third year plus he has stayed in Taiwan. So we decided to bring him there.
Sab was feeling a little sick after we reach so me and Jeff went to buy drinks for her while she rest.
Couldn't find any mineral water there so went to this Super Market to buy and we found lots of interesting USA products there so kinda spent some time there walking around and shop.

I bought like 6 bottles of Dr.Pepper for my mum because she loves it sooo much but hard to find anywhere and bought 1 weird sweet for my sis and some Cinamon jelly bean for myself.
Jeff helped me carry them all the way, hahaha this is what I called as best-guy-friend who's willing to do that for you just because we're friends ^^

Anyway, didn't really walk around Taipei 101 cause they only sell expensive stuff which we can't afford and we were really tired after the long day, plus it's going 7 plus pm at night. So we decided to take a cab to the nearest MRT station.
The three of us took the same MRT while Sab drop off first to change MRT line. Left me and Jeff to take to the same MRT station.

It's really good to have a friend that you do not have to worry if it'll get awkward when you're too tired to even speak.
Oh for me, I'm a person that don't really talk when I'm really really tired.
So after Sab left, I was too tired to even think of a topic to chat with Jeff. We just simply took the same mrt until it reach and both of us didn't feel awkwardness because we're really close friend (:

After the mrt trip, we went off separate ways to take bus. Waited quite long for my bus to come.
And when I'm finally on the bus, something pissed me off zomg.
There's two guys aged around 20 or 20+ and they were talking about women -.-
Not just simply about how women looks like, but how they have sex with them??? And I'm like zzz seriously? Are you too dumb to realised the fact that you're in a public transport where there's children in and women.
And you just fucking show no respect for that to talk about how you fuck them??? If you wanna be pervert, go ahead talk in a private place not a public place????

Yes yes whatever, freedom of speech right? But what about respect for women and self image to the kids?!
If you're so pro, go and work or something, or even study but not doing these in the public.
And that's not what just pissed me off, one of the guy bang into me and step damn hard on my leg and hit until my ears with piercings which is fucking pain and this fucking guy didn't even say sorry, NOT EVEN LOOK AT ME AS IF I'M TRANSPARENT.
Or maybe, he's just tooo stupid to realise the fact that he step on a human, fucker.

Didn't even say sorry ley, is the friend say one. And when his friend said sorry for him, he didn't even turn to look at me. Like wtf seriously so rude? What's wrong with Taiwan people no offence.
Seriously cheebye lanjiao fucker no bitch in your life to teach you manners if it's that case you should just get bang by cars and one more person is gone to waste the earth's oxygen!
If you're so stupid to realise you step on me and can't be bother to say sorry, I wish you'll get bang by cars and no one will realise and you'll die there. I'm sure they can't find your brain cause you don't have one, dog.



Sigh, enough of the angry talk. I just wanna say I'm really happy to spend my birthday with you guys and I'm so touched by you guys that bother to spend time with me.
Not like some person just missing without any reason -.- Yes, you can say I'm petty for mentioning this all the time, but you know this only shows how much that person care for me as a friend.

If you can last min decided not to come just because you can't be bother, then I can't be bother to keep you as a friend too then. Good luck for you, finally lose me as an annoying friend.
So what if you've said sorry quite a few times? That's because you didn't want to make thing worse. In that case, why did you chose to vanish from the world in the first place??
Or you actually think that I'll be okay with you and I'll definitely forgive you just because I treasure you as a friend?
Let me tell you this then, NO. Not this time round anymore. You made me soooo disappointed!
Fine, I forgive you, because you said sorry.

I forgave you, mostly. It doesn't change the way I remember it though.

Only when you're making the effort to show me you want me back as a friend, if not I'm gonna treat you in a total differnt way from how I used to treat you.



P.s/ Okay the end. Don't forget to FORMSPRING ME!

Who's that boy?

Hi all!
Picture time first ^^

Can you see I spend half of time acting retarded?
I kinda think it's like a hobby of mine :p

Okay, gotta keep this blog post short cause suppose to have some time for updating blog but I was caught up with this movie mummy introduce to me - Orphan.
Quite a nice movie la (:
But I was hoping it to finish earlier so I can blog but it seems that I only left a little time to blog :/

So I was basically slacking through the week again and I'm having exam on 6-7Oct.
Wtf again, my birthday always ended up during exam week -.-
But luckily I don't have any exam on my birthday itself (3rdOct) so I was kinda happy this year since I've been spending like 7 or 8 years of my birthdays with exam papers zzz.

You know what? I wanted to spend some time talking about my Fri since I can't remember what happen during the week.
But I don't even have time for that :O
I'm left with 18min to use my comp, need to off the comp at 2AM.
Need to wake up early to help mummy clean house again, oh well kinda irritated by that -.-

So since I didn't have much time to blog, all the pictures above will speak the words for me ^^
And if you have any specify questions about my days in school or about my school or about my classmates, oh well basically if you have any questions, ask me on Formspring!

I'm still left with quite a few questions haven't answer but I'll reply them sooon! Cause I don't wanna spam my facebook with my formspring questions.
And thanks to those who ask questions, I feel loved by you readers (:

Okay I'm done here, as usual, Formspring me yeah! http://www.formspring.me/HeatherLCC





I do have friends that can play with me or chat with me, but I chose to stay with one best friend because I have been realising how ugly a person heart can be.
So it's not easy for me to find someone who I can chat everything with, share every single secret with, have no embarrassment with and spend more than 12 hours per day almost every single day.
I found, and I do treasure her though I always show how I treasure her in the wrong way but I know she knows how glad I am to have a as a bff now, Sabrina!
You can have alot of friends, that's a good thing but you actually only need one close friend who truely understand you.
And if you can't even find one, you should seriously reflect yourself.
Okay, maybe because you still haven't find someone like that, not as lucky as I am.
But at least I believe everyone can make friends with each other.
When you claim that you have no friends, did you take a look at yourself and think what's the reason that no one wanna make friend with you?
Instead of complaining and crying that someone else didn't treat you the right way and upset about the fact that you have no friends, you should really think of why in the small class of only 16 people, why no one wanna be your friend??
Because you have a problem yourself.

1. Do you like someone to make fun of you everyday? Or even smack you? And when you're being smake, you're angry yet the person didn't apologize to you? How do you feel about all these? Do you like it? If you like it, that's how I'm gonna treat you in the future. If you don't, you shouldn't do all these to other people then???? Do it really makes you happy to make fun of someone else? If yes, you're sick. Look for a doctor.

2. How do you feel when someone borrow something from you and act like you're SUPPOSE to borrow that to her? And, take a careful look, I use the word "borrow" not "give". If today I'm the one come to you and say I need to borrow this thing and after you lend it to me, I didn't even look at you and say thank you? What if today I'm the one act like I "forgot" that I borrow the thing from you and I don't return to you? Do you feel good? I don't know how you feel but let me tell you this, NO I AM NOT HAPPY. I'm not happy with the impression you're giving me. Today you're the one who came to borrow stuff from me, and yet you didn't even say thank you, as if I'm suppose to give you the thing? No? That's my money yo. When people lend you things, you should seriously know how to say thank you and not act like you deserve it. Who the hell are you to me to deserve my money in this way??? You're just a classmate of mine yeah.

3. What if today I borrow something from you to take a look then I throw the stuff I borrow from you to throw on someone and your stuff drop then you didn't even bother to pick it up and say sorry? I tell you, I feel shit. Okay? That thing cost me freaking $200 Taiwan money, to me it's expensive. Most importantly, that's my stuff. Why the hell did you use my stuff to throw at someone else and didn'te even bother to pick it up???? Not even a sorry from you! Walao by typing all these I really feel like scolding vulgar words. And trust me, I do feel like using vulgar words on you at school. Just that I think we're gonna be classmate for the next two years, I don't wanna end up fighting or anything. But to be honest, you're stepping on my toleration line. If you continue being like this, I'm gonna do everything that I always wanted to do on you.

Stop acting like a biatch. (Oh yes, I just use one! No worries, if you wanna complain to teacher, I'm gonna take the copy of vulgar words you used on my previous class as a evidence. You used the word on us first!! Rememember? Or do I have to take a pic of your post???) And change yourself, if not you'll never have true friends! Because from what I know, your true friend from your previous doesn't even hang out with you anymore. If she really likes you and treat you as a true friend, she would have still be bff with you instead of spending her time with the local students.

Omg you should really change yourself la hor. You're not even the prettiest? And you're the smartest tooo! So what if you have good body? No pretty face, no brain and most importantly NO FRIEND, no boys will love you and no girls will be jealous of you zzzz. Change yourself, kid. -.-