About Me

6/12/11

Let's fall in love and make them hate us.

(Please read every words properly and correctly!)
Hi all!
Yes, ages since I last update.
To be honest, I'm still lazy to blog... :P
But I need to do this post.

Some people have been judging me wrongly base on what they think.
And I think I should stand up for myself.
If I don't even stand up for myself, who will? :/

Some of you should have know I was really pissed with rude people on my Formspring.
So I'm making this post to say the reasons of why am I so angry.
This will be a long post of me complaining.
If you're not interested, stop reading, now.
If you're interested, and if YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WROTE THAT NASTY COMMENT, you should read it right now!

One.
Whoever commented this, I'm gonna show you a pic.


This is one of the pic taken today when I went out with Sabrina.
Just to show you, I don't just own tee shirt, shorts and slippers.
I do have more formal cloths and I do have shoes other than slippers.

For your information :

In my family, my dad is the only one who's working. My mum need to take care of my sisters and my dad doesn't want my mum to work cause he feel that she should just stay at home to take good care of us. I'm still studying, impossible for me to go work because my school ends very late. No time for work. The money that my dad earn now, he has to raise me, both of my young sisters, my mum and some to his parents and my bro. He fking awesome and I don't wanna waste his money by buying stuff that I don't really need!

1. The reason why I always wear tee shirt is because I feel comfortable with them. And I'm not a person who loves to shop for cloths. I only buy new cloths when my parents insist me to buy and I can totally live with the same tee shirt for a week without changing. And I don't wanna spend much money just to buy new cloths! I'm fine with the olds, why should I waste this type of money? I don't beg my parents to buy me new cloths every once in a while, and I don't spend my own money to buy cloths cause I'm not a fan of new cloths.

2. Taiwan is very hot now, and I'm a weirdo who can't stand weather. When it's summer, I feel hot all the time. So, I don't wanna let myself suffer from wearing jeans. I'll die! I don't wear skirt that I brought from Sg because my mama say they make my butt very very huge. And again, I don't wanna spend the money buying skirt or new shorts because I'm contented with what I have now. I don't need new ones.

3. The reason why I always wear slippers (they were all brought back from Sg. Left the pink one in school cause I can wear it when I need to. Like, when it's raining heavily or I feel fking hot that day and for my own comfortable. Another two were left at home for me to wear out. And I spent my own money buying a new pair this week because it was too hot for me to wear sneakers for 3 days during my family trip this week.) because I only ask my parents to buy shoes that is for my school. I used to have 3 pairs of, something like sneakers, one of them was from Rubi shop in Sg. But it totally died last last week so my parents bought a new one when we were out to Gaoxiong this week. Mummy bought it cause I like, but I realised, none of my sneakers match with any of my 'going-out' outfit. But they look nice with my school uniform, I don't know why too. Anyway, they don't fit with any of my cloths, so I don't wear them. I'm a crazy fan of flats, but only to Rubi flats. And sad to say, Taiwan has no Cotton On and Rubi. So I don't spend money buying other flats in Taiwan cause I don't reallt like them. They're not as simple and classic as Rubi flats. But! My grandparents are coming for holiday next week, and they already bought me 2 pairs of Rubi flats, mad happy! So you're gonna see me wearing Rubi flats the next time round.

Reading until here, is your eyes hurt? Well, mine are! -.-

p.s/ And I don't spend my own money buying my own cloths and shorts is because, I'm not a fan for cloths, (like I said above). But I'm a crazy fan for piercings, earrings, tonge stubs, and belly rings. So I never ever spend my parents' money to pierce, to buy tongue stubs or belly rings because they're what I want but not what I need. Talking about this, I had a new piercing today! And I bought a new belly ring! Gonna show you sooon (:

What I'm trying to say is : ( To the one who commented this )
Before you judge that I have no fashion sense, let me tell you this. Don't just look at the surface. Now you get the reason of why am I always wearing tee shirt, shorts and slippers?? I'm not born to be a rich princess like you, who can buy fansy cloths to just go out with your friends. I'm mature enough to not spend my parents' money anyhow, just to have good fashion sense like what you thought yeah. And to be honest, what you think of me doesn't really matter much. Cause you're NOT the one who working so hard just to support my family. And you're not fit to say anything about my fashion sense because after all, even without expensive/nice/new formal shirt, skirt and shoe, I'm still chio in my way. (:



Two. 

This one just a short point, luckily. Tired of typing already ._.

For your information:

Less than 2 month of our break-up, he's already having a new girlfriend. I got my current boyfriend after we broke up for 5 months. We broke up last Oct, he got his current girlfriend during Nov. I got my current boyfriend during April. So tell me who move on way faster??
1. I'm not angry or anything with him having a new girlfriend. I'm glad that he is doing fine, after all he used to be someone that I was crazy for. But I'm angry with this comment because what do you mean by you thought I'm the one who have moved on so fast??? You don't even know how much effort I spent to get over him, and how hard it is for me to accept someone new.
Even until now, at times it happen that I think of him, the pain is still here... It remains in me.
But it seems that I didn't affect him too much since he has a new girlfriend in just less than 2 months yo.
It's good to see them being so lovely and happily together, really. I'm not envy/jealous at all cause I know we were better off this way (:

What I want to say:
Whoever commented this, stop thinking I'm a girl who can easily let go of a relationship and move on so fast, cause I'm not... And to be honest, you really have no idea how much I've gone through yo. Only comment on me when you get to know me better! If not, it only shows that you're like a b.i.t.c.h who comment without brain, opps!


Okay, I'm done! Finally...
Actually I have more to say, but I'm too tired!
I'm done with it now! Goooooodnight people! (:


FORMSPRING ME!

5/22/11

Do you know how hard I've tried to become what you want me to be?

Hi all.

Mon - Have our results back. 89 for Eng/51 for Math*/55 for Bio/77 for Chi/30 for Chem. Our passing mark is 40, awesome not? ^^
Watched Step Up 3 during Music lesson, 10 min only, pathetic right? Lol.
Felt damn sleepy during night class, and abit pissed off.
Some people just can't keep to their words and I kinda dislike friends that use the same thing as me. It's like, you tell your friend that you like certain thing then she go and buy the same thing then use with you.
I don't know about you, but I don't like! (Formspring me to tell me what's your point to this)
Also not twins what, find your own style la, zzz.
Sigh don't know la, getting tired with friends, have been feeling like that all the while.
I'm tired of the role of being the one that always protect friends and do daring stuff for them. And when you once in a while need someone to protect you or help you with something when you lost your courage, no one is doing that role for you.
They give you all kind of excuses like, "I'm not close to this person, so can't help you." "You very outgoing and brave what? How about you ask them yourself?" or.. I don't know.
All kinds of lame shit la and that's when I start to doubt myself.
What's the point of doing all these and when you needed them, no one is doing for you? Maybe I need a break...
*Wa my Math high bo? Usually only get 20 plus ley. Well, have to thank a friend. He's awesome, hehehe :P

Tue - Felt damn sleepy today too -.-
Got back History, Geo and SocialStudy results. 66 for Hist/55 for Geo/48 for SS.
( I think people who're sad for their results, when you've already ask them to study during exam period and they don't listen, are weird. It's like, your friend ask you to study then you refuse, then why should you be sad? You're the one that don't wanna listen to people's advise right? )
Oh that lead to, I dislike people to ask me for advice when they don't even take in my words and they come back to complain to me again.
Didn't I ask you to do the correct choice at the start? Tsk, alot, seriously.
During PE, watched the guys' soccer. Didn't know watching Soccer can be so fun (:

Wed - Went slacking with Sabrina during CCA hour. We caught a snail as pet. Freaking cute! And very surprise to see so many classmates are afraid of snails. ( Can't remember the rest, didn't get the chance to write :x )

Thu - What did I do on Thu? I seriously can't remember ):

Fri - Finish school at 12PM, cause have some exam for secondary students on Sat. Went to find a bubbletea shop near my school area then back to Sab's house.
Played with her cosplay wig. Fun! (Formspring me on your point of view towards Cosplay!)
Homed at 6 plus~

Sat - Met Sab at 10AM. Accompany her for her make up lesson. End up I was learning too, for free (:
Went my school there again, it's near our school but didn't have the chance to spend much time there. Shop around and fool around. Reach home around 7PM. Fun!

Sun - Went Church with sis. She's different area with me. Hmm, I didn't really enjoy much, I don't know why. 3 people fainted cause God went in them. Erm, I don't know how faithful Christian call it but that's my way of saying it. Had lunch then bath and here I am now. Quite sleepy now!

Okay, I'm done with my week. Totally no mood to blog, I don't know why :/
Pic below!
FORMSPRING ME~

P.s/ Oh yes! I'm going Nick Vujicic's concert on 2ndJuly! Mad excited for it!



Cosplay

Sat

Sat

Make up lesson

Online booking for N.V's concert

Socks of the week!

Pizza making during H.E lesson

5/14/11

Funny how seeing you gives me both joy & sadness at the same time.

Hi people who's reading! ^^
I was planning to update yesterday but Blogger was having problem so couldn't manage to update.
Miss me? :P

Okay let's start with my week!

Mon - Monday so boring, had usual lessons. But I was kinda excited for swimming lesson.
I totally love being in water, and I have my lucky day.
Almost everyone went for swimming, (Taiwan's too hot now compare to how it was in Jan).
So I kinda have fun gossipping about my classmates' bodies, to myself :D
But at the same time, my left eyes hurt like shit.
It didn't look red at all compare to my right eyes but it keeps having tears coming out.
I think I'm gonna go blind soon, sian -.-

Tue - Sabrina didn't come school today, food poisoning ):
Sigh, life's boring without her!
Went swimming again, fun~
My friend took pic of me, must have look toot, lol.
Met 2 new friends through Candice (:
And kinda have a little heart-to-heart talk with Maya.
Get to know each other better, hehe.

Wed - I totally didn't write down anything today so I kinda forgot what have I done.
Sabrina's back to school, awesome!
Finish school early cause have exam the second day.
Kinda slack through when I was 'studying'.
F, I definitely cannot have good result this time round ):

Thu - Exam started! Had Chinese, Chem, Social and Geo.
All quite hard ley, and I totally lost my mood to study.
Finish exam at 4pm, went to slack with Sabrina cause we're too stress.
Have fun hiding at the MRT stair case~ :D

Fri - Last day of exam! Haha wtf, I made it sound as if I have alot of exam days.
Well, for Taiwan, they only have 2 exam days.
I don't know is this a good thing? I don't think so.
Cause Singapore you have like 2 weeks of exam right? One subject per day. The most, two sub per day.
Then finish exam can go home already, ( though I usually went to slack with friends )
But Taiwan is you have like 4 or 5 exam in one day!
Good thing is, you don't have to go through 2 weeks of exams everyday. Wa kill me uh.
But bad thing is, you can't prepare much. Cause you need to study 4 or 5 subject in one day -.-
That kills me too ._.
Uh, but exam, finish! Yea~

Sat - Woke up early to take care of my youngest sis.
Cause mum and the other sis need go her school for Mothers' day event.
Luckily I only have to make my youngest sis to sleep.
I'm gonna go watch 'Beastly' later! Yay, wanted to watch long ago!

Sun - Tomorrow going to church....
Mum ask me go make new friends and sis asking me to bring her go.
So yea... See how it goes yea~ Will update you again kay? (:


Okay, done with my week.
I'm gonna talk about my video making.
As I said in the previous post, I'll start preparing for the video making when I finish my exams which is this week.
I have 4 ideas given. ( Thanks to those who gave me ideas! Really appreciate! I thought no one will reply me..)But I need time to film, edit and upload.
And I want to make them a good one, so please give me time okay!
I'll try to finish my video within a month, yes so long...
But I really wanna do a good one for you guys so hope you guys will understand~ ^^

No pic for this week because I didn't manage to take good pic ):
More pic next week okay! Promise (:
Okay that's all I'm gonna talk about, I guess?

Next post will come in Chinese (and Eng), as I have people asking me to try and do chinese posts.
I'll try my best to do whatever you guys commented :D
Just give me time (:

Formspring me! http://www.formspring.me/HeatherLCC
( Did you realise my formspring url have changed?? )
And I'll update my Twitter more often now, check it out!
http://twitter.com/HeatherLCC


Bye~

5/6/11

A part of me will always be with you.

Hi all!
This will be quite a long post, please bare with me (:

Mon - Time passed very slow, throat pain like shit.
Got scolded during PE, cause the whole class didn't bring swimming cloths.
Teachers are all being assholes, I wonder why.
Went to buy swimming cloths with mummy at night, spent like $1890 Taiwan money.
( Around $95 Sg dollars, fking expensive! )

Tue - Woke up around 4.30AM, felt damn sick.
Went to check temperature around 5AM, 39degress C!
Told mummy, so ended up didn't go school.
Slept the whole day and felt so much better.
If count from 3May(Tue)'s 12AM to 4May(Wed)'s 12AM, I've slept like 14 hours.
Haha cool yea.
But I did wake up for breakfast/lunch/dinner cause I need to eat medicine.

Wed - HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAUNNIE~
( By the time I post this, it would be belated birthday wish )
I did wish her an advance birthday though, you're awesome Faunnie!
Nothing much happen, had fun with some classmates during night class.
I love Wednesday alot, quite slack~

Thu -
I accidentally cut myself with pen knife and I bleed non-stop!
Haha, I'm just kidding! Sabrina helped me to do this (:
Look real, right? Artistic uh!
Was really pissed off in the afternoon. Cause of copycat.
Took people's idea without asking and take them as granted. Fking great.
Have been tolerating her, detest yo.
Sigh, don't wanna say anymore.

Fri - Life's unfair, but well I won't say why here.
Have fun during maths classes. Have been playing alot during maths!
The week after next week I'm gonna have two cooking classes so I'm mad happy!
Went to buy Mother's Day presents after school for my mummy & ahma.
They were both happy for the present (:
* Gosh, I just lied to Mummy about I don't know when is my exam. If I tell her the truth as I'm still using comp this week, she'll kill me!

( Okay, my week will end here. Continue reading, more important stuff coming next! )



Hey I need ideas!
Someone asked me to do a video post and I really don't know what should I do.
Should I like, talk about my week? Or you guys have any subjects that you wish to hear from my mouth?
Lol sound serious.
I mean, like maybe you guys wanna listen to what I say about, erm I don't know, my family? My love story? Or what?
Give me ideas now~ Formspring me to tell me your ideas! Thankyou!

* If I have just a few comments, I'll do them all in one video. But if I have more, I'll do more than one video? I'll do everything that's being comment~ So start giving me ideas!
** I'll read through your ideas and reply next week and start preparing for the video~


I have exam next Thu & Fri so won't be able to online this weekend which is tomorrow and Sunday, gotta study.
So will reply my formspring next week okay! Sorry for that ):
But keep formsping me, thankyou!
And, remember to give me ideas on what to do for my video post! Miss me~