About Me

7/13/11

We would have been amazing together.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged.    You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged means "I'm interested in knowing what are your 100 truths". (To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app then click publish.)
 TAGGED BY: Yanting (:
1. Real name: Heather Renee Webber.
2. Nickname: Chou.
3. Zodiac Sign: Erm.
4. Male or female: Female
5. Elementary School: NewTownPS
6. High School: HendersonSS
7. College: National Oversea ChineseHS.
8. Hair colour: Dark brown.
9. tall or short: Short -.-
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
12. Phone or Camera: Phone
13. Health freak: Huh?
14. Orange or Apple: Apple
15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Umm yes.
16. Eat or Drink: Drink~
17. Piercings: 9 piercings.
18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke
HAVE YOU EVER?
20. Been in a relationship: Yea.
21. Been in a car accident: No.
22. Been in a fist fight: Erm yes.
23. First piercing: 3 or 4 years old, can't remember.
24. First best friend: I forgot her name :/
25. First award: Primary school time.
26. First crush: I forgot his name :/
27. First word: I don't know?
29. Last person you talked : My sis.
30. Last person you texted: Honeybee.
31. Last person you watched a movie with : Can't remember.
32. Last food you ate: Ice cream!
33. Last movie you watched: Can't remember too :/
34. Last song you listen to: Nothing's gonna change my love for you.
35. Last thing you bought: Food?
36. Last person hugged: My grandma ):
37. Food: Alot!
38. Drinks: Milk tea(s).
39. Bottom wear:  Short
40. Flowers: Heather!
41. Animal:  All of them, except birds.
42. Colors: Hot pink!
43. Movies: Funny/Scary.
44. Subjects: Don't know..

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [x] fallen in love with someone.
46. [ ] celebrated Halloween.
47. [x] had your heart broken.
48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
49. [x] had someone question my sexual orientation.
51. [  ] got pregnant
52. [  ] had an abortion.
53. [x] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [x] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life
58. [x] pretended to be sick
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing
62. [ ] ran a mile
63. [x]  went to the beach with your best friend(s)
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] hated someone
66. [x] stayed single for a whole year.

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating: Air.
68. Drinking: Saliva.
69. Listening: Wind.
70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting.
71. Plans for today: Clean the house.
72. Waiting: School reopen.

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids?: Yes~
74. Want to get married?: Hmm..
75. Career: Housewife can?

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
76. Lips or eyes: Eyes
77. Shorter or taller:Taller!
78. Romantic or spontaneous?: Romantic.
79. Nice stomach or nice arms?: Stomach.
81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
82. Looks or personality?: Personality.

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't think so?
84. Sneak out of a house: Yea :P
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No
86. Killed somebody: Nooo
87. Broken someone's heart: Yea.
88. Been in love: Yea.
89. Cried when someone died: Pet counted?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: Yes~
91. Miracles: Yea.
92. Love at first sight: No.
93. Heaven: Not sure.
94. Santa Claus: No.
96. Kiss on the first date: Nooo.
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yea~
98. Do you know who your real friends are? I guess so?
99. Do you believe in God?: Hard to say yeah.

Post as 100 truths?: Yeah!



100 truths tagged by Yanting on fb, done! (:
FORMSPING ME!

7/10/11

Even now, I'm thinking of you.

Gonna change my blog info and do the 100 Truth that Yanting has tag me on fb tomorrow!
I don't really like my current blog skin, what do you think? Formspring me!
Kay, see you guys tomorrow~ (:

7/5/11

Don't take any of it for granted.

From Facebook, but I'm lack of things to update.
So decided to do this for my blog update (:
1) Are you really ready for 111 questions?
- Yes!

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
- The previous one? Yes.

3) Have you ever fainted before?
- No.

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
- Sabrina

5) Do you regret it?
-  No!

6) Have you ever been depressed?
- Yes~

7) Are you a boy or girl?
- Girl!

8) Who do you love?
- Family, friends, honeybee (mybf) & MYSELF.

9 ) What is your relationship status?
- Taken.

10) How do you want to die?
- Sleep until die~

11) What did you last eat?
- Egg tart.

12) Played any sports?
- No, hate them. 

13) Do you bite your nails ?
- No, but the skin near my nails.

14) When was your last physical fight?
- Somewhere in June ._.

15) Do you have an attitude?
- Yes yes, if you love me then thankyou~ if you hate me then, go away.

16) Do you like someone?
- Yes! Until I wanna die, kidding.

17) What is your real name?
- Heather!

19) Are you gonna get high later?
- I'm high now~

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
- Yes ley, fml.

21) Do you miss someone?
- Everyone in Sg. (':

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
- Twirl.

23) Do you tan a lot?
- Yes, love the Sun and hate sun-block.

24) Have any pets?
- No, buy me one!

25) How exactly are you feeling?
- Sian -.-

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
- Yea.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
- Heheheh, why?

28) Would you take any of your ex-es back?
- Yea, but not all uh!

29) Are you scared of spiders?
- No!

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- Yes ):

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
- Yea, alot.

32) What are your plans for this weekend
- Stick with grandparents and aunt (L)

33) Do you want to have kids?
- Yea~

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
- Don't think so?

35) Do you type fast?
- Not really, I guess?

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
- Yea, 9 of them.

37) Want any more?
- Just one more!

38) Can you spell well?
- No? So not.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
- Umm yes, everyone in Sg.

40) What are you craving right now?
- Starbucks.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
- No, I want go party ley.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
- Yes, zooo~

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
- No no~

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- Oh fk, yes.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
- Yes yes yes, lj ley.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- Erm, you ask them instead yeah.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
- NO, against this.

50) What should you be doing?
- Sleeping!

51) What’s irritating you right now?
- Very hot, the weather!

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
- Eh yes ley, wtf.

53) Does somebody love you?
- Who love me? Formspring me~

54) What is your favorite colour ?
- PINK, hot and bright pink.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- No~

57) Do you have trust issues?
- Yes, most of the time.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- Just, okay.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
- I don't think so.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Sab (':

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
- I'm afraid.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- Both hard.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
- NO?!

67) What was your child hood nickname?
- Smelly, in chinese.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
- NOOOO.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- No, bullshit.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night
- Chat with aunt and cousin.

73) What is bothering you?
- Hmm someone la.

74) Have you ever been out of your province?
- Yes.

75) Do you play the Wii?
- No ):

76) Are you listening to music right now?
-  No.

77) Do you like Chinese food?
- Prefer USA food.

78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
- Yea, 25 May.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
- Not really.

80) Is cheating ever okay?
- No...

81) Are you mean?
- Hahah, yes. To people that I don't like.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
- Never.

84) Do you believe in true love?
- Not anymore.

88) Do you like the outside?
- Yea, sun with wind.

89) Are you currently bored?
- Yea! That's why I'm doing this.

90) Do you wanna get married?
- Yea, not so sooon.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
- Heheh, I like~

92) Are you hungry?
- No.

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
- Why?

94) What makes you happy?
- Alot, easily contented.

95) Would you change your name?
- No!

96) Ever been to Alaska?
- No.

98) Do you watch the news?
- Sometimes.

99) What’s your zodiac sign?
- Eh, what uh?

100) Do you like Subway?
- Yea!

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
- No. Sister is nice to kiss!

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
- I don't know, no experience.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
- No, they talk like me.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
- Yes!

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
- Yea, Jeff (:

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
- Dad? o.O

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- Yea.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- Sab?

110) Favourite lyrics right now?
- "Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?"

111) Can you count to one million?
- No!


Done, formspring me eh! Xoxo

7/2/11

I wish you felt the same.

Hello all! So long since I last update.
Thinking of changing blogskin, hmm I don't know :/
What do you think?

Anyway, upload pic first.
Let the pics speak first (:




 With Sabrina :D
Outfit of the day~

Do I look very different when I'm at home?

Recently crazily in love with this toy from my friend.


 Nick Vujicic's concert!


 At Ikea, having lunch cum Dinner.



Bling2 handphone of mine~






So today went for Nick Vujicic's concert with Sabrina.
It was awesome ^^
He's really funny and strong.
But well, just didn't have that much of mood to go back Church.

Grandparents and aunt are going back to Sg on 12July.
The same day as I'm gonna retake my tests.
Oh well, I don't know what to say.

Ever since they're here for holiday, I'm more desperate to go back Sg and continue the life there.
Only until I left, then I realised I truely belong there.
I've changed too much to the extend that I don't feel I'm gonna make it here in Tw.

Friends from a clique of 6 become just one really close bestfriend.
Used to hang out as 6 but now, left with just one.
I don't feel secure, I feel like I'm gonna end up being alone all the time.
Hate that feeling.

Family become a fear, I don't even wanna speak much now.
Well, I really wanna be a girl who's more of quiet but really hard youknow!
Tsk...

And when you get a close guy friend, people give you those eyes.
Then started to say something in their language that you don't understand.
Obviously they're saying me, I'm not dumb.
It's becoming like an irritation.

Hello yo, you have boy-just-friends too right?
Just because I ain't from your country doesn't mean I can't have guy friend -.-x10000
(middlefinger pointed)

So how, should I change blogskin?
Don't even know how to update my life properly anymore.
It's a mess.

Wanting something so bad, to the extend that I hope I can bear the consiquenese.
And I'm completely losing it this summer, from Aug onwards.
Something that don't belong to me, is even further now.
I'm insecure of that :/

Why can't it just be mine?
Argggsh.
Can I end it here?
Wanna go play ItGirls on fb already.

You enjoy your life okay!
I wanna get a tattoo.
Wa family without sis and mum, is yay~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Okay formspring meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
TATA.

6/12/11

Let's fall in love and make them hate us.

(Please read every words properly and correctly!)
Hi all!
Yes, ages since I last update.
To be honest, I'm still lazy to blog... :P
But I need to do this post.

Some people have been judging me wrongly base on what they think.
And I think I should stand up for myself.
If I don't even stand up for myself, who will? :/

Some of you should have know I was really pissed with rude people on my Formspring.
So I'm making this post to say the reasons of why am I so angry.
This will be a long post of me complaining.
If you're not interested, stop reading, now.
If you're interested, and if YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WROTE THAT NASTY COMMENT, you should read it right now!

One.
Whoever commented this, I'm gonna show you a pic.


This is one of the pic taken today when I went out with Sabrina.
Just to show you, I don't just own tee shirt, shorts and slippers.
I do have more formal cloths and I do have shoes other than slippers.

For your information :

In my family, my dad is the only one who's working. My mum need to take care of my sisters and my dad doesn't want my mum to work cause he feel that she should just stay at home to take good care of us. I'm still studying, impossible for me to go work because my school ends very late. No time for work. The money that my dad earn now, he has to raise me, both of my young sisters, my mum and some to his parents and my bro. He fking awesome and I don't wanna waste his money by buying stuff that I don't really need!

1. The reason why I always wear tee shirt is because I feel comfortable with them. And I'm not a person who loves to shop for cloths. I only buy new cloths when my parents insist me to buy and I can totally live with the same tee shirt for a week without changing. And I don't wanna spend much money just to buy new cloths! I'm fine with the olds, why should I waste this type of money? I don't beg my parents to buy me new cloths every once in a while, and I don't spend my own money to buy cloths cause I'm not a fan of new cloths.

2. Taiwan is very hot now, and I'm a weirdo who can't stand weather. When it's summer, I feel hot all the time. So, I don't wanna let myself suffer from wearing jeans. I'll die! I don't wear skirt that I brought from Sg because my mama say they make my butt very very huge. And again, I don't wanna spend the money buying skirt or new shorts because I'm contented with what I have now. I don't need new ones.

3. The reason why I always wear slippers (they were all brought back from Sg. Left the pink one in school cause I can wear it when I need to. Like, when it's raining heavily or I feel fking hot that day and for my own comfortable. Another two were left at home for me to wear out. And I spent my own money buying a new pair this week because it was too hot for me to wear sneakers for 3 days during my family trip this week.) because I only ask my parents to buy shoes that is for my school. I used to have 3 pairs of, something like sneakers, one of them was from Rubi shop in Sg. But it totally died last last week so my parents bought a new one when we were out to Gaoxiong this week. Mummy bought it cause I like, but I realised, none of my sneakers match with any of my 'going-out' outfit. But they look nice with my school uniform, I don't know why too. Anyway, they don't fit with any of my cloths, so I don't wear them. I'm a crazy fan of flats, but only to Rubi flats. And sad to say, Taiwan has no Cotton On and Rubi. So I don't spend money buying other flats in Taiwan cause I don't reallt like them. They're not as simple and classic as Rubi flats. But! My grandparents are coming for holiday next week, and they already bought me 2 pairs of Rubi flats, mad happy! So you're gonna see me wearing Rubi flats the next time round.

Reading until here, is your eyes hurt? Well, mine are! -.-

p.s/ And I don't spend my own money buying my own cloths and shorts is because, I'm not a fan for cloths, (like I said above). But I'm a crazy fan for piercings, earrings, tonge stubs, and belly rings. So I never ever spend my parents' money to pierce, to buy tongue stubs or belly rings because they're what I want but not what I need. Talking about this, I had a new piercing today! And I bought a new belly ring! Gonna show you sooon (:

What I'm trying to say is : ( To the one who commented this )
Before you judge that I have no fashion sense, let me tell you this. Don't just look at the surface. Now you get the reason of why am I always wearing tee shirt, shorts and slippers?? I'm not born to be a rich princess like you, who can buy fansy cloths to just go out with your friends. I'm mature enough to not spend my parents' money anyhow, just to have good fashion sense like what you thought yeah. And to be honest, what you think of me doesn't really matter much. Cause you're NOT the one who working so hard just to support my family. And you're not fit to say anything about my fashion sense because after all, even without expensive/nice/new formal shirt, skirt and shoe, I'm still chio in my way. (:



Two. 

This one just a short point, luckily. Tired of typing already ._.

For your information:

Less than 2 month of our break-up, he's already having a new girlfriend. I got my current boyfriend after we broke up for 5 months. We broke up last Oct, he got his current girlfriend during Nov. I got my current boyfriend during April. So tell me who move on way faster??
1. I'm not angry or anything with him having a new girlfriend. I'm glad that he is doing fine, after all he used to be someone that I was crazy for. But I'm angry with this comment because what do you mean by you thought I'm the one who have moved on so fast??? You don't even know how much effort I spent to get over him, and how hard it is for me to accept someone new.
Even until now, at times it happen that I think of him, the pain is still here... It remains in me.
But it seems that I didn't affect him too much since he has a new girlfriend in just less than 2 months yo.
It's good to see them being so lovely and happily together, really. I'm not envy/jealous at all cause I know we were better off this way (:

What I want to say:
Whoever commented this, stop thinking I'm a girl who can easily let go of a relationship and move on so fast, cause I'm not... And to be honest, you really have no idea how much I've gone through yo. Only comment on me when you get to know me better! If not, it only shows that you're like a b.i.t.c.h who comment without brain, opps!


Okay, I'm done! Finally...
Actually I have more to say, but I'm too tired!
I'm done with it now! Goooooodnight people! (:


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