One day you'll meet a guy. And ultimately, he's going to find out.
How you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day.
How your face looks underneath all your makeup.
How you love food, how you can be hyper all the time, how certain books and shows make you really happy.
How cranky you can get when you're tired, how you think you look bad in all your photos.
He's going to know everything about you.
And you know what?
He's still going to love you.
2/26/14
12/16/13
New video on my youtube channel
Hi my lovelys!
Just a quick announcement that my new video is up hehe
A short update of my college life and my dormitory room tour!
Okay go watch ok!
And ask.fm me, love ya!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNTUVZJRiEc
Just a quick announcement that my new video is up hehe
A short update of my college life and my dormitory room tour!
Okay go watch ok!
And ask.fm me, love ya!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNTUVZJRiEc
12/2/13
Biore Cleansing Cotton
Hi my lovelys!
As you can see from the blog title, I'm gonna talk about girl's topic again haha.
So if you're a male reader, you can skip this blog post now then.
Anyway I only attract more girl readers cus omg I can't believe I'm so girly on my blog wtf.
Oh and I'm quitting bad words recently, cus I use them too often and it scares people off so wtf in my blog actually mean What The Fox okay!
Okay let's get started!
Did you guys know how lazy I am?
I'm so lazy to the extent that I usually skip the removing make-up step whenever I put on make up.
BUT! That was before my college life la.
I don't usually put on make-up daily when I was in high school cus... you know, who put on super thick make-up to go with super ugly school uniform??
Ok ok I know, some girls do. But I'm not one of those girls.
I normally just put on powder foundation to cover flaws and yep that's all.
But now I'm in College uh! (In case you don't know)
Where you can wear whatever you want and put on any crazy make up you want, or dye any color to your hair.
So it's kinda like a daily make-up life, for me. Feel that eye liner are essential if not I look super tired.
And do I really wanna be an lazy piece of shit that will look even more shit when I'm 40 just because I don't remove my make-up probably in my 20s??
The answer is definitely HELL NO?!
AND YES WTF I'M USING 20S NOW ALREADY LEY FML. (aka Fox My Life!!!)
So today I'm gonna show you girls what make-up remover I've been using and am still in love with.
I did put on effect for all the pic you're gonna see but I didn't photoshop my face quality. I'm not trying to say I have good skin quality because I don't, I just didn't take super close shot of my face so you can't really see much flaws but I didn't photoshop my face okay!
For This Effect: Download [美圖秀秀] (Mei Tu Xiu Xiu, it's free but it's all in Chinese so if you're not chinese... it's probably not a good app for you...), choose the pic you want to edit (normally they'll suggest you to change the size of your pic but it's up to you, I usually don't change), then press 熱門 from 特效 then they have this 后青春 effect (but you have to be memebers first before you can use this and it's quite easy to apply for membership la no need pay one!) then after you select it, you can choose the percentage of the effect you want it to be. I used 70% for all.
And that's all I did to my pic~ No 美容 no 美膚 no nothing.
Oh forgive me for having ugly hairstyle when I remove my make-up uh.
Like how pretty can I get when I remove make-up? Lol
Ok moving on.
As you can see from the blog title, I'm gonna talk about girl's topic again haha.
So if you're a male reader, you can skip this blog post now then.
Anyway I only attract more girl readers cus omg I can't believe I'm so girly on my blog wtf.
Oh and I'm quitting bad words recently, cus I use them too often and it scares people off so wtf in my blog actually mean What The Fox okay!
Did you guys know how lazy I am?
I'm so lazy to the extent that I usually skip the removing make-up step whenever I put on make up.
BUT! That was before my college life la.
I don't usually put on make-up daily when I was in high school cus... you know, who put on super thick make-up to go with super ugly school uniform??
Ok ok I know, some girls do. But I'm not one of those girls.
I normally just put on powder foundation to cover flaws and yep that's all.
But now I'm in College uh! (In case you don't know)
Where you can wear whatever you want and put on any crazy make up you want, or dye any color to your hair.
So it's kinda like a daily make-up life, for me. Feel that eye liner are essential if not I look super tired.
And do I really wanna be an lazy piece of shit that will look even more shit when I'm 40 just because I don't remove my make-up probably in my 20s??
The answer is definitely HELL NO?!
AND YES WTF I'M USING 20S NOW ALREADY LEY FML. (aka Fox My Life!!!)
So today I'm gonna show you girls what make-up remover I've been using and am still in love with.
This is me with make up on. It's just my simple daily make-up. Actually by the time I took this pic, all my make-up were faded la and I can't be bothered to put them all over again that's why you can see my lips are quite bare. Like I said, eye liner are the essential.
I did put on effect for all the pic you're gonna see but I didn't photoshop my face quality. I'm not trying to say I have good skin quality because I don't, I just didn't take super close shot of my face so you can't really see much flaws but I didn't photoshop my face okay!
For This Effect: Download [美圖秀秀] (Mei Tu Xiu Xiu, it's free but it's all in Chinese so if you're not chinese... it's probably not a good app for you...), choose the pic you want to edit (normally they'll suggest you to change the size of your pic but it's up to you, I usually don't change), then press 熱門 from 特效 then they have this 后青春 effect (but you have to be memebers first before you can use this and it's quite easy to apply for membership la no need pay one!) then after you select it, you can choose the percentage of the effect you want it to be. I used 70% for all.
And that's all I did to my pic~ No 美容 no 美膚 no nothing.
Oh forgive me for having ugly hairstyle when I remove my make-up uh.
Like how pretty can I get when I remove make-up? Lol
Ok moving on.
Here comes my Biore Cleansing Cotton pad! And that's how it looks like.
I forgot the price tho but it's affordable!
Take a piece out.
It's still 70% effect but I blur the backgroud so you guys can forcus more on the cotton pad lol.
And start wipping your face, remove all the make up!
(I'm doing half face first)
And tada! My finger is pointing at the side of the face without any make up.
I know you don't see much different with the one that has make-up on probably because I use too much effect bitch pls, so I'm gonna show you...
A super naked...
Face!!
This is me after I remove all the make up with Biore Cleansing Cotton.
And this is my sheet of cotton pad with all my make-up and you can see I kinda only have heavy eye make-up lol.
After I clean off all my make-up, I'll wash my face with this Mentholatum Acnes Medicated Make-Up Removal Wash
I do not think it is suitable for removing make-up cus it doesn't really clean off uh, still will have remaining and it totally cannot clean off waterproof make up so yeah.
And after washing your face with this, it actually makes your skin very dry. This should be the cons but it's actually the pros to me cus when I feel my skin is very dry I'll remember to put on toner and lotion which normally I'm too lazy so I'll skip the step...
And I feel fresh after using it la so I still think it's a good product, for me!
And just really show off this super cute Melody towel I'm using everyday hahaha, jeaous not!
Okay la okay la gonna end this post with my super naked face after all the step I mention above~
Lol is not too bad right!
Okay finally done this post, it took me like one or two weeks to finish this pic y'know.
Cus I caught up with things I don't know why.
I have this "don't-know-what-exam" coming in 12 days and there's 1000 questions we need to memorize cus 80% are from that 1000 quetions.
And who the FUC... FOX can memorize 1000 questions in 12 freaking days?!
It's actually my own fault because when my friends ask if I have homework, my answer is always no when actually I could use the time to memorize that 1000 questions =.=
Stupid me zzz
And maybe I'm doing the Dorm Room Tour as a video... hmm no promise alright! But I'll try!
Keep in touch with me on http://ask.fm/heatherlin/
Til the next time!
p.s/ I realised I didn't really blog much in 2013 eh, there's like only 16 posts in the whole year...I'm gonna be more commited to my blog and make some changes!!!
最近終於慢慢放下早就該放下的事
很不容易,而且我得說靠的不是我一個人的力量
這其間有很多朋友在旁邊陪我,安慰我,鼓勵我
辛苦她們在我傷心的時候抱著我,甚至陪我哭,
然後我開心的時候又把她們警告我的話忘得一乾二淨
最後還是哭著跑去找他們...
我知道我這樣很煩
我也很厭倦之前回到宿舍幾乎都在哭的那段時間
但是我知道都過了...
還沒完全 畢竟還是每天要面對
但是真的比較好了 :)
朋友當然很重要 但沒經歷一樣心情的人再怎麼安慰妳
你都覺得不夠 因為他們沒真的經歷過
有一起經歷過的人不在身邊,怎麼Line妳還是覺得少了什麼
但我還是謝謝不管我跟妳說多少心裡最黑暗的秘密,妳依然沒judge過我 thank you my super bff, love you Sab! I know you'll read this soon or later x)
但是最近走出的腳步又加快了一些,是因為....嘿嘿
嗯 就先嘿嘿囉! ^^
"........妳想等傷好了,再去愛人,這樣才對得起未來的他,也才對得起自己. 妳不想匆忙,想要放慢腳步,腳步踏實........" -copied this quote from a chinese book, for those who're still trying :)
11/15/13
Julie Martinez
Before falling in love with me, you must know about the constant meltdowns, and the nights of endless tears.
You must know about my damanged heart, and my broken soul.
Be aware that I never sleep at night, and sometimes I talk in my sleep.
You must know about my need for your love, as well as my distant personality and constant fear of losing you.
And know about my terrible fear of spiders, and the way I eat too much for my own good.
But once you fall in love with that part of me, you can fall in love with my tender smile and warm embrace.
You can fall in love with the way I'll warm your hands in mine, and tickle your feet with my toes.
You can fall in love with the way I'll make you soup when you're sick, and how I'll kiss you when you get hurt.
Fall in love with the way I laugh, and the soft spoken words of encouragement I'll give to you.
You can either fall in love with me as a whole, or not love me at all.
You must know about my damanged heart, and my broken soul.
Be aware that I never sleep at night, and sometimes I talk in my sleep.
You must know about my need for your love, as well as my distant personality and constant fear of losing you.
And know about my terrible fear of spiders, and the way I eat too much for my own good.
But once you fall in love with that part of me, you can fall in love with my tender smile and warm embrace.
You can fall in love with the way I'll warm your hands in mine, and tickle your feet with my toes.
You can fall in love with the way I'll make you soup when you're sick, and how I'll kiss you when you get hurt.
Fall in love with the way I laugh, and the soft spoken words of encouragement I'll give to you.
You can either fall in love with me as a whole, or not love me at all.
11/14/13
Mixed of Chinese and English
You didn't love her.
You just didn't want to be alone.
Or maybe, she was just good for your ego.
Or maybe, she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her.
Because you don't destroy people you love.
很多時候你覺得跟一個人很熟了,可以不經大腦的想說什麼就說什麼
卻忘了言語也可以傷害一個人.
你覺得沒什麼大不了的,只是開玩笑
卻忘了玩笑也是有分寸的.
You think it's not a big deal and I'm making a big fuss over it.
Have you ever actually think that because those joking comments you made used to hurt me so much in the past?
我跟你提過那時候的痛,但你卻又硬生生把快結好的結痂扒開.
我一直避免自己去比較,但是這樣的你跟那時候的他有什麼差別?
都一樣無視我的努力,只看到我的不完美.
那請問你們就沒有不好的地方?
為什麼我拼命專注於你的好,你卻一直放大我的缺點?
是試著告訴我為什麼我會落到這種地步,都是我自己活該?
I don't think I did anything wrong to deserve this.
You know why I don't make too much jokes about you?
Because I know how much you want to be affirmative by people around you.
I try not to make comments that hurt your feelings, it's always fine for you to make some remarks about me, because I put your feelings infront of mine.
But have you ever spare a thought for me on why I behave so nasty after you "joke"?
What am I suppose to do after you've hurt my feelings?
Smile and say thank you? I bet even you can't do that.
If you can't do something, you can't expect someone else to do it then.
The more you hurt me, the more spiky I gets.
And that explains why am I always a bitch after we had a fight.
It may seems to be a small matter to you.
But it definitely is a big deal to me.
Because I care for your feelings more than I care for mine, but you're crossing the line.
You're stepping over my limit.
I'm not saying I should get something back in return after all I've done.
Nobody force me to do so, but I did so it's not necessary.
But I'm just asking you to think more for me, is it even that hard?
也知道你跟她們想處很自在.
其實我也知道如果你更自私的話,你會毫不猶豫地選擇跟她們黏在一起.
所以謝謝你這段日子強迫自己,但是以後不用那麼委屈了 :)
沒必要讓自己那麼痛苦,逼自己改變.
因為她們比我更了解你,更會逗你笑,更能讓你開心.
她們不會像我這樣孩子氣,為難著你.
而我也更寧願你過得很開心.
雖然我會忌妒,我會生氣,我會難過,但那都是我自己要學會去克服的.
反正一開始我們就知道最後還是會各自過各自的生活.
那何必再勉強自己繼續留在不開心的地方?
Don't worry.
You're gonna be alright :)
原諒的代價 - 徐佳瑩
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXbdyy8Lgio
我知道向前 必須要付出代價
曾經也認真的以為我們的愛是無價
愛好像很堅強 卻又不得不掙扎
我明白 我們之間都太過虛假
想離開卻表現的好勉強 總是在裝傻
還以為結局都一直會是原諒
以為能原諒
You just didn't want to be alone.
Or maybe, she was just good for your ego.
Or maybe, she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her.
Because you don't destroy people you love.
很多時候你覺得跟一個人很熟了,可以不經大腦的想說什麼就說什麼
卻忘了言語也可以傷害一個人.
你覺得沒什麼大不了的,只是開玩笑
卻忘了玩笑也是有分寸的.
You think it's not a big deal and I'm making a big fuss over it.
Have you ever actually think that because those joking comments you made used to hurt me so much in the past?
我跟你提過那時候的痛,但你卻又硬生生把快結好的結痂扒開.
我一直避免自己去比較,但是這樣的你跟那時候的他有什麼差別?
都一樣無視我的努力,只看到我的不完美.
那請問你們就沒有不好的地方?
為什麼我拼命專注於你的好,你卻一直放大我的缺點?
是試著告訴我為什麼我會落到這種地步,都是我自己活該?
I don't think I did anything wrong to deserve this.
You know why I don't make too much jokes about you?
Because I know how much you want to be affirmative by people around you.
I try not to make comments that hurt your feelings, it's always fine for you to make some remarks about me, because I put your feelings infront of mine.
But have you ever spare a thought for me on why I behave so nasty after you "joke"?
What am I suppose to do after you've hurt my feelings?
Smile and say thank you? I bet even you can't do that.
If you can't do something, you can't expect someone else to do it then.
The more you hurt me, the more spiky I gets.
And that explains why am I always a bitch after we had a fight.
It may seems to be a small matter to you.
But it definitely is a big deal to me.
Because I care for your feelings more than I care for mine, but you're crossing the line.
You're stepping over my limit.
I'm not saying I should get something back in return after all I've done.
Nobody force me to do so, but I did so it's not necessary.
But I'm just asking you to think more for me, is it even that hard?
我知道你很喜歡跟你的姊妹們在一起.也知道你跟她們想處很自在.
其實我也知道如果你更自私的話,你會毫不猶豫地選擇跟她們黏在一起.
所以謝謝你這段日子強迫自己,但是以後不用那麼委屈了 :)
沒必要讓自己那麼痛苦,逼自己改變.
因為她們比我更了解你,更會逗你笑,更能讓你開心.
她們不會像我這樣孩子氣,為難著你.
而我也更寧願你過得很開心.
雖然我會忌妒,我會生氣,我會難過,但那都是我自己要學會去克服的.
反正一開始我們就知道最後還是會各自過各自的生活.
那何必再勉強自己繼續留在不開心的地方?
Don't worry.
You're gonna be alright :)
Here's a song for you to end:
原諒的代價 - 徐佳瑩
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iXbdyy8Lgio
我知道向前 必須要付出代價
曾經也認真的以為我們的愛是無價
愛好像很堅強 卻又不得不掙扎
我明白 我們之間都太過虛假
想離開卻表現的好勉強 總是在裝傻
還以為結局都一直會是原諒
以為能原諒
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