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8/27/12

Dream

Hi. (In a dairy form)

Okay thanks alot to Blogger App on my phone, I have to type this post all over again cause it's just too troublesome to correct all the HTML that went wrong for fuck zzz (super angry face :@ :@ :@ )

So, I had a dream in the night before yesterday.
Okay the dream goes like this:

I went back to school (I've graduated in the dream ^^) with a bunch of friends for some event and then I saw this person who used to be such a huge part in my life.
So we chatted and the event finish so we walked out of the school together since both of us can't find our different bunch of friends because it was damn crowded when it ends la.

Then in the dream I was like:"Eh can I hold your hand? Cus it's damn crowded can! And I don't wanna be lost" (lol wtf I'm damn straight forward in the dream ley!)
And the person is like :"Okay! I don't wanna be lost too"
Then we just hold our hand and continue chatting like it's a super normal thing that we always do.

I know of course it sounds normal since pretty much we're just chatting about nonsense in the dream.
But this will never happen in reality ._.
And I know I was feeling happy in the dream (flowers, flowers in the background lol)

Okay let's come back to the pathetic real life.
In real life (this really happened, few years back): *Whisper to self; This is my only chance! I must hold hand!* Speak to the person:"Give me your hand!" The person:"Erm no? I have sweaty palms" *Kena reject* LOL WTF CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY WHISPER TO MYSELF FOR THE 15 MIN WALK AND THE WORST PART IS, I WASN'T ACTUALLY WHISPERING!! I WAS LITERALLY SPEAKING TO MYSELF IN FRONT OF THIS PERSON!!!

...BANG... Killing myself now.
Hahaha I feel damn paiseh now ley, for doing such thing.
Why do I always do extra stupid things in my life, and all the people are like "FUCK NO YOU BITCH -____-" < I think I copy this face from Jannie.

Okay damn epic, as I got rejected for asking to hold hand in real life then in my dream so sweet sweet for what?!
That's why they say, What Happen In Dream Will Never Happen In Real Life.

And I still remember one small part of the dream but it's 2.50am now and I seriously should be laying beside my sisters as I need to wake up at 7.15am to prepare my sis for her kindergarten and my baby sister will wake up to cry if she finds out there's no adult beside her.
(Bad point when parent is not at home, and also never end housework!!! Kill me please, I'm half dead when I think of those super waste time housework that never actually keep the house clean for at least a day)

Okay byebye dearest Dairy.
I know la, eventually people will read this post so it's super idiotic to call it a dairy but well my definition of a dairy is write down anything that I want in any way that I like! (; (;

Okay seriously, BYE! (You still need to Formspring me- http://www.formspring.me/HeatherLCC)





my heart spills words faster
than my lips can form them
so please know that in all my
heavy sighs and heavier silences
i'm writing poems for you
**(I copied from some website cus I think it's super dramatic in a nice way, and obviously my English not so good)

8/24/12

Little Mermaid Human Look!

Hi guys, sorry for the lack of update because my mum is officially hospitalized today ):
She didn't drink enough water plus she's having a serious flu so end up her inner body got infection and the doctor say she must stay in the hospital for 5 to 7 days.
But my mum refuse cause obviously she's worried for my two small sisters.

Okay enough for the sad news lol, she's gonna be okay ^^
Anyway I was wondering have you guys watch my latest video?
It was Little Mermaid Transformation!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HzmFBkX3xU

Here's some picture, pretty much they are all in the video already but well maybe some people haven't seen the video so you can view the picture here now (:





I used white, light purple, dark purple, green and blue eye shadow for the eye make up.
Used a red lipstick for the red brown and fake lashes from Sabrina.
Aiya just go watch the video la lol.

Here's some pic that I took when I remove the red wig, so the make up is still pretty heavy.
I needed to change my fb profile picture cause I'm getting too bored with it so I used one or two pic from the pic below to set as profile pic.
Normally I don't go on with such heavy make up lol.







I personally feel that I look very weird with fake lashes on, what do you think?
Okay I'm done here.

School's gonna reopen in 6 days time, despite how much I hate school and how tired I am every night when I come back from school but I have to admit I'm kinda happy too cause I'm tired of housework already!
In this 2 month holiday I did nothing except for housework, wtf right?
And I'm all ready with my plans when Sept comes so yeah!

Wanted to blog more but really "highly motivated to do nothing" so byebye!
Love you guys ^^
FORMSPRING ME: http://www.formspring.me/HeatherLCC

8/21/12

Wtf??

Hi guys, this is just a very short post cus I'm using my phone to update.
In this post there's no picture or anything but I promise I'll do a proper update on Wed or Thur.

Anyway I was looking at my blog's Traffic Sources and guess what? My blog appear on Porn website wtf seriously zzzzz.
I seriously don't understand why my blog will appear there, I mean I didn't like look through where's my face or anything on that website but I saw the link on Traffic Sources so I went to click without knowing what website is that and it turn out to be...
Can anyone please to get rid my blog url from there since there's nothing sexual posted on my blog. Yeah what am I talking about?! If I were to the link here is kinda like advertising that porn web page lorh. Seriously, tomorrow I'm gonna go settle this fucking problem -.-

Hmm yep okay done with this quick post, I'm gonna go sleep now, goodnight everybody!

8/18/12

Lonely

Hi, I'm feeling a little lonely tonight so.....






Lol wtf, my life seems so pathetic.
Anyway, all the pic took from Tumblr (;





I realised I haven't been blogging with my feelings for so long, whereas I did that quite alot in my old blogs.
So I guess tonight is a good time?

I don't understand how could anybody woo for a gf/bf yet after you had her/him, you just continue flirt around like it doesn't hurt your partner at all?
She/he might give you the respect that she/he will not check on you, will not check your phone, messages or fb or any kind of contact but it doesn't mean you should take her/his trust for granted and continue flirt around like nobody business!
I mean if you've choose she/he to be your other half, shouldn't you treasure her in every way?
Of course I'm not saying I did a good job on that, but at least I don't flirt like a single person?
It's your choice that you wanna be with someone, then what's the point of flirting then?
Seriously, you're not young or anything. For a 20s, you should be mature enough to know how to treat a girl/boy well and from what I see you're totally destroying the other half (and poor enough, I doubt she/he knows about it)
Urgh, I do have much more to say but not now since it's already 2.03AM.
I hope... you can learn to everybody nice by not hurting their feeling, hmm.


Goodnight! (SEE YOU AT FORMSPRING)

8/14/12

15 Questions from Zara

Hi guys!
On 12 July someone ask if I can do Answering Questions blog post and of course why not right!
So few days back I received Zara's email (:
She basically just sent me the questions and I told her I'll blog them up here so yeah today I'm gonna answer those questions.

There's only 15 short questions so I thought I'd give a little more detailed answers because they pretty much are just yes or no questions, gonna state my explanation for each question. Let's get started now!

(Copy & Paste questions from her email cus I'm too lazy to type lol)

1. Do you have any pet?
I used to have a pet dog called Lady but she staying with my aunt ever since I've moved to Singapore, didn't manage to let Lady be back my side cus my mum's a crazy clean freak and she think animals are dirty so she's not willing to keep Lady )':

(LADY)
And according to my mum I used to have all kinds of animal to be my pet, hamster/bird/fish/cat but I can't remember at all lorh!
Anyway, this year I got 2 tortoise as pet but one of them died just after a few weeks and the other one died too not long ago because I left him under the sun for too long. I'm so sorry Fa Cai (發財)!!! )':

(Fa Cai)

2. Do you like to have attention on you?
Hmm yes, for the things I do. I like people to read my blog and watch my video and like my picture on Instagram or ask me question on Formspring but I don't really like people to stare at me just because I have a more unique face. Like some of them stare at you like some rude child and I hate that alot, normally would scold those people and that's often the reason why I start a fight with people lol! Okay I promise I'm gonna change that bad attitude of mine, just gonna smile sweetly if people stare at me like there's no tomorrow ^^

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3. Do you prefer Singapore or Taiwan?
Honestly Singapore!! I miss Sg sooo much, first thing on my mind when I wake up "How I hope I'm in Sg now ):" Last thing on my mind before I sleep "Why am I not in Sg?! ):):" I really like the life there, like the environment and food and people and school and CCA and fun stuff and places. People always say Singapore is very small, but after leaving Sg I realised that's actually a good point lorh, Taiwan is like where you wanna go also must take alot of time to travel and MRT can't even help you to travel the whole Taiwan so what's the point? When you wanna further place in Tw you need to stay over there cus travelling takes you at least half a day already wth. Like from my house to Sabrina house is at least 1 hour ride, whereas my Sg house to Jannie house is only 15 min zzz -.- And Tw food make me fucking fat now, I'm like a super fatty now cus the food in Tw very unhealthy (okay la I know I should blame myself instead lol)
And I have alot more friends in Sg lorh even it's a smaller country how ridiculous. I don't know? The people here in Tw is like really hard to make friend with or maybe because my school is like a national school whereas we are all from other country and one particular country is damn difficult to stay peaceful with them, not gonna say much la cus no point but beside that fact, I don't see myself getting more Taiwanese as friend too lorh whereas Sg like everyone is all very friendly. Sigh I miss Singapore so much!!! D':

4.Will you open up your old blogs to let people read?
The answer is NO, because there's some past that I don't really want anyone else to know. I mean of course definitely some people know about the past stories but it doesn't mean I am willing to let more people know about the past since they're the past already right. But I guess I'll take some snap picture from my old blog post to let you guys know how fun my life used to be! Stay tune for that hehehe. Anyway I read up some of my old blog post yesterday and is like almost of period of time I'm hanging out with many different group of people but when I'm back to Taiwan not anymore and this is really sad ):

5. Do you follow or add people back if they follow you on Twitter/Instagram/Facebook or any else where?
No I don't because I don't think it's necessary. I only follow people that I think is interesting or they're my close friends that I wanna keep up with their lives. I don't 'force' people to follow me or subscribe me so I don't think there's a need for me to follow you back unless I think you're an interesting people too. Thanks to those who support me though!! <3

6. Does your family know about your blog and youtube channel?
No they do not know, I think the only person in my family know about my blog & youtube would be my small aunt. I didn't let them know because I don't think there's a need? And sometimes I might post up stuff that I don't want to know too much so I kinda just keep these thing to myself. Of course I do post on Facebook to let my friends know there's a new blog post or new video but I'm lucky enough that my family are not crazy freak that stalk me everywhere. (:

7. Do you tell your boyfriend everything?
Hmm kinda. But not all the things because everyone need a little secret (;
Like if I'm feeling sad, I'll message him. If I'm not happy with a friend, I'll tell him. Lol and I just realise I don't really share much happy thing with him haha.

8. Will you ever consider doing Haul?
Yes, but I don't think I'll do much because I don't work thus my allowance are all from my parents. So I don't really ask them for too much money because they work very hard for the income and I kinda spend all my allowance so didn't save up any money to do a haul but when my school reopen on Sept, there's several plans I've made (one is saving up money) and probably I'll do a school haul for school reopen. Stay tune!

9. How do you fight acne?
I don't really grow alot of pimple on my face and normally when it grows, it will be a super huge one fml! (THIS IS MY WAY OF DOING PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW BECAUSE IT MIGHT HURT YOUR SKIN EVEN MORE) So when I have super fat acne I'll just wash my face and put on toothpaste on the acne before I sleep then I'll just sleep with it lol. I don't know for other people but I find putting toothpaste on the acne do help to make it smaller the second day. But I don't recommend this because different people different skin. I guess you just need to leave the acne alone, do not touch it then it'll just become smaller on its own.

10. Did you ever get bullied in school before?
Hmm yes. One is basically one of my friend offended a senior in school and the senior started ask her friends along to find my friend's trouble (that time ahbeng ahlian all love to play I CALL BACK UP game, maybe now also I don't know) and of course the person if my friend right so I helped her. End up the seniors switch target on me and yeah they keep on doing childish things like walk past me and say nasty comments or go to my blog and spam nasty things. So the group or their friends who knew what happen just keep picking on me lol. I did fight back la but eventually I find it very pointless and boring and CHILDISH so I just let them be. Another one is this friend of mine, (actually is the same friend, why you created so many trouble last time?!! Damn epic eh, I know you read my blog so I just wanna say I'm not blaming you or anything kay?) broke up with a boy and that boy got mad then he started creat one fuck story and made his friend fell into the track and wanted to find my bf to beat him up. Which I'm like?!!? That's you and the friend's problem why so stupid go find innocent people's problem like my bf and I??? Gonna skip the story, anyway the matter was very big and I had to call police to get rid of the guy's friend cus that friend bring alot small ahbeng-wanna-be around him zzzz. And I got laugh at school cus I called the police, they say I no balls. First, of course I have no balls? Second, didn't your friend's ahbeng-wanna-be all run away when they saw the police? Third, who should be the one that get laughed? Act so gangster but police come run away. At least I didn't run away, I just sit there and call the police HAHAHA!
Just to say more, I don't hate or even dislike the group of girls now in the first incident cus everyone has their childish period which I think they are more or less more mature now. And they didn't hurt me much or create danger to me so yeah. But the group of guys in the second incident... Omg seriously?! We almost get beaten up you fucker!!! Can't handle small problem like breaking up and even drag innocent people down, I think you're just, you need to see a doc really. -.-
(Okay I know this question is really wordy, but if you ever get bully by anyone don't be afraid! Stand up for yourself and let stronger power side know about it, like your parents/teachers/police! After all they're just being super childish zzz.)

11. Will you do a detailed post of you & your bf love story?
No cus it's too long. I'll probably talk about it bit by bit. 4 years of relationship, there's alot to talk about lol!

12. Advise on Long Distance Relationship?
My advise is, get a smart phone (save up money to buy or which one of you is more rich then you can buy one for the other half, it has a very important rule in ldr). Download whatever apps that you can use to communicate like Whatsapp or Line. So both of you can talk to each other all day long, I guess that will actually make you feel not so distance apart. And webcam at least once per week, if you're really too busy then I guess you can use Tango or Skype on your smart phone to webcam. To at least see each other so you'll know he's still there with you. And also to send each other picture once you have the mood so you'll know what's happening in his life. Lastly, arrange meet up and you'll have the strength to keep the relationship going. Oh yes, and trust him!!! Of course we girls love to think alot, so I guess you just gotta make yourself put trust in him (:

13. How many best friend do you have?
I have 2 bff, one I know from Singapore, another one I know from Taiwan. Let's talk about the Sg one first.
She is Jannie, a Thai and German mixed. And we knew each other from my secondary school. We used to don't really like each other I guess but deep down in our heart we wanna be friends lol. So we were in the same class la but didn't get so close until we went counseling together, okay la we did not need to be counsel but it was really fun so yeah. After we become bff we're like twins, always together. Of course we used to have a clique but we were the closest and we always go each other house. Basically we're like twins la like I said and we used to lie to people for that cus it's super fun. We had so much memories together all the silly things we do and gossips and hug each other to cry after we quarrel lol. Though she has moved back to Thailand and I've moved back to Taiwan but we still keep in often contact to be there for each other. The rest of the people that we used to call a Clique obviously doesn't care about me anymore ma. If you really care for someone, there's no excuse to why you're not contacting them and I've done my part on trying to stay in touch but well they don't so whatever. Twinnie I love you! <3 <3 <3

And this is Sabrina. She's a Thai and Taiwan mixed. (Thai again omg I love Thai! I seriously do!) So we know each other in my high school, we were in the same class. And we are still in the same class~ We're like super glue, when people see her or me alone without each other they'll ask where's your other half (like me and Jan) so yeah. She's really awesome though she's like a little bit more shy than Jannie that's why we didn't do much crazy things but we actually talk about all kind of crazy stuff lol. I love you Sab <3 <3

I can't say who is better cus they're different but I can say they'll never be replace. And I love both of them!

14. How do you take care of your hair?
I use Essential Hair Mask every week. Once a week. And nothing more lol. I have been damaging my hair alot actually and my hair keep falling cus too damaging, I hope they can be healthy again ):

15. What is your religion?
I used to be Christian but I'm a person who can't stick to rules whereas Christianity is about following what Bible says. Lol okay just kidding Christianity is more than that I think. But well, I don't think I'm a good Christian and I don't really have much faith about religion after many things happened. There are some example of why I don't believe in Christ anymore but I guess let's just keep that I don't want lots of Christian come and try to prove me wrong when actually I'm pretty sure they can't answer some of the questions themselves too. Not only saying Christian but other religion too so I'm a free thinker now.
Anyway I think some of the church mates think that I've stop believing in what they believe is becus of a relationship I had (I was still a faithful christian back then whereas the guy is a non-christian and even have a religion) but just to clear things up, well is not because of him. I know it's super ridiculous la when the relationship happen but it's the past and like I said he's not the reason why. So yeah!


Omg omg finally I'm done with the blog post! It took me a long time to finish cus it's a really wordy one lol.  Hope you know me better through this 15 questions!






And now, Photo time!
Rememeber I did the hp application post before and the person asked if I can show of the pic I took and edit with the app so here they are!

Staring with Line Camera;


(One is on my 4th year anniversay with Keith and one is my sister's 2nd year birthday)
I love Line Camera alot cus it has alot of frames and stamps that you can choose.



And now, Photo Wonder;

I love how I can make my eye bigger and beautify  with this app!


Now, Pudding Camera;

I use Pudding Camera mostly to take retarded picture hahaha. It's really fun!

Lastly, Picute;
I don't take alot pic with this app cus it's too kawaii (cute in janpanese)!! But it's a really good one if you're looking for something super cute~


Hmm okay I guess this is the end of super long blog post!
I'm craving for fooood! (random)
Please Formspring me and watch my Youtube!
And thanks for reading my blog! Love ya guys! <3 <3

8/10/12

Hi!

Hey guys!
I know I haven't been blogging often lately since I'm having a holiday there's not much excuse to the lack of updating right?
So yeah just a quick update now.

Actually I was typing a blog post few days back but couldn't finish typing in time (I need to off comp at 2AM) so literally I'm not done yet with the post, promise will finish that up!

And I locked my blog up few days back too cus I was changing blog skin, I need a change and this blog skin is very simply but well I kinda like simple stuff now and I'm considering to change it to Black&White blog skin but I gotta find the design I like first. (And partly becus I just realise Sabrina's blog is using a pink polka dot design so it would seem that our blog look alike, my fault becus I forgot she was using polka dot first lol sorry!)
Anyway after the blog skin is changed, I forgot to unlock my blog so it was locked up for awhile lol sorry for that!

Lastly, NEW VIDEO IS UP!!!
Please go watch it at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSvtv_FJZYE&feature=plcp

Okay I'm done for this now, promise will update sooon again! XOXO