Dream

Hi. (In a dairy form)

Okay thanks alot to Blogger App on my phone, I have to type this post all over again cause it's just too troublesome to correct all the HTML that went wrong for fuck zzz (super angry face :@ :@ :@ )

So, I had a dream in the night before yesterday.
Okay the dream goes like this:

I went back to school (I've graduated in the dream ^^) with a bunch of friends for some event and then I saw this person who used to be such a huge part in my life.
So we chatted and the event finish so we walked out of the school together since both of us can't find our different bunch of friends because it was damn crowded when it ends la.

Then in the dream I was like:"Eh can I hold your hand? Cus it's damn crowded can! And I don't wanna be lost" (lol wtf I'm damn straight forward in the dream ley!)
And the person is like :"Okay! I don't wanna be lost too"
Then we just hold our hand and continue chatting like it's a super normal thing that we always do.

I know of course it sounds normal since pretty much we're just chatting about nonsense in the dream.
But this will never happen in reality ._.
And I know I was feeling happy in the dream (flowers, flowers in the background lol)

Okay let's come back to the pathetic real life.
In real life (this really happened, few years back): *Whisper to self; This is my only chance! I must hold hand!* Speak to the person:"Give me your hand!" The person:"Erm no? I have sweaty palms" *Kena reject* LOL WTF CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY WHISPER TO MYSELF FOR THE 15 MIN WALK AND THE WORST PART IS, I WASN'T ACTUALLY WHISPERING!! I WAS LITERALLY SPEAKING TO MYSELF IN FRONT OF THIS PERSON!!!

...BANG... Killing myself now.
Hahaha I feel damn paiseh now ley, for doing such thing.
Why do I always do extra stupid things in my life, and all the people are like "FUCK NO YOU BITCH -____-" < I think I copy this face from Jannie.

Okay damn epic, as I got rejected for asking to hold hand in real life then in my dream so sweet sweet for what?!
That's why they say, What Happen In Dream Will Never Happen In Real Life.

And I still remember one small part of the dream but it's 2.50am now and I seriously should be laying beside my sisters as I need to wake up at 7.15am to prepare my sis for her kindergarten and my baby sister will wake up to cry if she finds out there's no adult beside her.
(Bad point when parent is not at home, and also never end housework!!! Kill me please, I'm half dead when I think of those super waste time housework that never actually keep the house clean for at least a day)

Okay byebye dearest Dairy.
I know la, eventually people will read this post so it's super idiotic to call it a dairy but well my definition of a dairy is write down anything that I want in any way that I like! (; (;

Okay seriously, BYE! (You still need to Formspring me- http://www.formspring.me/HeatherLCC)





my heart spills words faster
than my lips can form them
so please know that in all my
heavy sighs and heavier silences
i'm writing poems for you
**(I copied from some website cus I think it's super dramatic in a nice way, and obviously my English not so good)