Shit happens so deal with it.

Hello my lovelys!
Well didn't wanted to blog this week cus kinda think there's nothing much to say and I haven't been camwhoring much so lack of things to update uh.

But after thinking through, I thought that I could share this with you guys.
And base on the Blog Title, it says "Shit happens, do deal with it."
Haha I know what you thinking, easy say but hard to do right.  ¯\_(⊙︿⊙)_/¯

Honestly, I'm a very emotional person. I could be laughing so hard this minute but the next minute I could be crying or shouting in anger.
I personally feel that being human is so horrible. Oh please don't get me wrong, of course I know I'm lucky enough to be a human instead of animals like pigs and dogs.
But I'm just saying emotions make life harder and it"s impossible to not have emotions.

When you smile the day goes on, when you cry the day goes on, when you angry the day still goes on. So why not choose to smile and be happy?

Recently I have been having alot of problem with my life. Family problem, friend problem, relationship problem. And everything seems so unbearable.

I woke up feeling like shit on last Sunday afternoon because I had a fight with my mum on Sat night. I woke up feeling happy on this Monday because I can escape from my family problem but felt like shit again when it was time to go home.

Tue and Wed were the same too, happy to escape from family problem but still have issue with friends in school uh. A bunch of idiots who don't know where's the limit of joking around. They always have something to say about my body weight, my appearance and even my bf whom they didn't even meet at all.

WHICH IS SO ANNOYING AND RIDICULOUS. ‎(ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ ┻━┻ *throw table*

But anyway, (gotta make it quick 5.55pm now, going ahma house), Thus I decided I would wake up happy and be happy for the whole day. (ok la not so dramatic la I just don't know why I felt happy that day)
And when you start believing the day is gonna be a good day, good things will eventually happen :)

Thus night before night lesson, something good happened and it made me smile for the rest of the week. ^^
It's kinda personal and it's a secret that only both my bff know + the person who made it happen know so won't be telling you guys what is it.

Anyway this is really lame but the whole key point of this blog post is, Good things will eventually happen when you put on a smile and start believing everyday is a good day! 

So don't give up on hopes and start making your life a better one. You have a choice, go for what makes you happy alright! Whoever is emo now should totally try this method, happiness may not happen right away but don't worry child, IT WILL.

Okay ending this blog post with a random pic of me and wish you lovelys good luck and happy always <3 <3 <3

You know what sucks? Watching the person that makes you happy be happy with someone else.

But I know you have been my strength to keep me happy ever since that day. And everyday when I think my life sucks like shit, I'll think of you and what you did. :)

Smile on and ask.fm me @ http://ask.fm/heatherlin

So tired of being a good kid

Hello I'm back!
Well not gonna say I'm busy or anything, I just simply wanted to upload my Haul Video before I blog again.
But hahahaha expected, I gave up editing.

And I wanted to blog about my March Challenge which I fail to complete on my Instagram but there are still some I haven't take a pic so I'll blog about that in the next blog post though it's April now :/

Don't worry! I have some pic here for you guys.
Wanted to put them in my Haul Video but since I totally gave up and deleted the whole video, I decided I shall post them up in my blog then hehe :>

Some of you should know Formspring has officially close down.

I'M SO SAD BECAUSE MY 1000+ QUESTIONS ALL GONE ;( ;( ;(

But it's okay! Cause I created my Ask.fm account at http://ask.fm/heatherlin and you can start asking me questions or give me comments or tell me anything you want there.

I admit I haven't been there to check if there's new questions for me but I promise I'll check there more often if you guys go there more often too lol :P

Well I think that's about it?

Bye see you next week *hopefully! cross finger cross finger* and see you on my ask.fm!

My majoy exam is in 26 days away.

And I need to focus myself on that now.

Fully concentrate starts from tomorrow!

I had a huge fight with my mum yesterday.

Well, I don't really care anymore.

I just need to remember what I swore to myself yesterday.

A new task for me everyday: Wake up and the first thing is to remind myself what I swore to myself.

CAN'T WAIT TO LIVE BY MYSELF, sometimes you just need to love people from a distance.

And I'm soo sick of being a good kid.

When you tell yourself to be good and do whatever expectation the adults have for you because you're afraid you'll disappoint them and you're afraid you'll bring heartache just like how your other siblings did.

And when you did something bad, be it a mistake or you know it's wrong you still chose to do it, all the years you've been trying, trying so hard, to be a good kid immediately wash off just because of that one small thing.

So why not just be a bad person at the start? At least when you randomly did something good, people praise you and say you still have hope.
What's the whole point of being a good kid? I don't wanna be one anymore...
And don't blame me for being a bad one, cause you're the reason why I wanna be a devil, not an angel that get judge for everything that I didn't mean to say/do. You are the one who push me to hell, so don't you fucking blame me...