So tired of being a good kid

Hello I'm back!
Well not gonna say I'm busy or anything, I just simply wanted to upload my Haul Video before I blog again.
But hahahaha expected, I gave up editing.

And I wanted to blog about my March Challenge which I fail to complete on my Instagram but there are still some I haven't take a pic so I'll blog about that in the next blog post though it's April now :/

Don't worry! I have some pic here for you guys.
Wanted to put them in my Haul Video but since I totally gave up and deleted the whole video, I decided I shall post them up in my blog then hehe :>

Some of you should know Formspring has officially close down.

I'M SO SAD BECAUSE MY 1000+ QUESTIONS ALL GONE ;( ;( ;(

But it's okay! Cause I created my Ask.fm account at http://ask.fm/heatherlin and you can start asking me questions or give me comments or tell me anything you want there.

I admit I haven't been there to check if there's new questions for me but I promise I'll check there more often if you guys go there more often too lol :P

Well I think that's about it?

Bye see you next week *hopefully! cross finger cross finger* and see you on my ask.fm!

My majoy exam is in 26 days away.

And I need to focus myself on that now.

Fully concentrate starts from tomorrow!

I had a huge fight with my mum yesterday.

Well, I don't really care anymore.

I just need to remember what I swore to myself yesterday.

A new task for me everyday: Wake up and the first thing is to remind myself what I swore to myself.

CAN'T WAIT TO LIVE BY MYSELF, sometimes you just need to love people from a distance.

And I'm soo sick of being a good kid.

When you tell yourself to be good and do whatever expectation the adults have for you because you're afraid you'll disappoint them and you're afraid you'll bring heartache just like how your other siblings did.

And when you did something bad, be it a mistake or you know it's wrong you still chose to do it, all the years you've been trying, trying so hard, to be a good kid immediately wash off just because of that one small thing.

So why not just be a bad person at the start? At least when you randomly did something good, people praise you and say you still have hope.
What's the whole point of being a good kid? I don't wanna be one anymore...
And don't blame me for being a bad one, cause you're the reason why I wanna be a devil, not an angel that get judge for everything that I didn't mean to say/do. You are the one who push me to hell, so don't you fucking blame me...