I wanna hold you.

Hi all, have been reading my old blogs recently.
Had like 4 or 5 blogs in the past 3 years and they're full of memories.
Started reading because I was way too bored at home.
But realised it's a good way to remember what happened in the past (:
Still reading my second blog, have been blogging too much last time. Haha.
And I seems to be very childish and stuff like that.
Even I'm the one reading what I wrote last time, I can't help but to give diao face to my posts.

All the short forms, nonesense and even making it so obvious who did I liked last time.
I kinda think I was a bimbo last time :/
Totally fainted off when I called myself a man last time -.-

I'm happy that I've changed.
And only by reading those posts then I realised I've changed so much.
It's a good thing though.

Have been reading those moments where I didn't get to know Keith and was having a huge crush on someone.
Wow, I was cute. Lmao.
Everyday I would post about that person and pray hard that I would be accepted.

Had gone through so much and waited for quite awhile too.
And I just read finish the part where I got accepted by that person.
Even things have change, I still can't help but to feel happy for myself again when I was accepted!

The most recent status I posted on facebook is very true isn't it?
"Once you have feelings for someone, those feelings will always be there. You may not like them anymore, but you'll still care."
Just want to let you know, I still cares alot for you.

Though we may have not been chatting with each other online, definitely not messaging anymore and in a way we seems to have stop contacting each other, but I still care for you alot.

You're the one who have been listening to my problems and giving me advices in 2008.
You're the motivation for me in 2008.
You're the one accepted me in 2008 too.

And even til 2010, a few days before I was coming back to Taiwan, you still shown the care for me by meeting me for the last time.
Didn't get the chance to tell you, but I was really touched by what you have done for me!

Don't know if you know I'm keeping a blog or are you still reading my blog now, but I just wanna say thank you.
Sometimes I get confused too, when I think of you.
I still wish we're that close, I still wish things can go exactly the way it was in 2008, I still wish you think of me too and I still wish, I still wish......
But I wanna say, I miss you alot and I hope you're doing fine. (:
Contact me when you want to??

P.s/ Referring to you, NMHY.