I wish you felt the same.

Hello all! So long since I last update.

Thinking of changing blogskin, hmm I don't know :/
What do you think?

Anyway, upload pic first.
Let the pics speak first (:

 With Sabrina :D

Outfit of the day~

Do I look very different when I'm at home?

Recently crazily in love with this toy from my friend.

 Nick Vujicic's concert!

 At Ikea, having lunch cum Dinner.

Bling2 handphone of mine~

So today went for Nick Vujicic's concert with Sabrina.
It was awesome ^^
He's really funny and strong.
But well, just didn't have that much of mood to go back Church.

Grandparents and aunt are going back to Sg on 12July.
The same day as I'm gonna retake my tests.
Oh well, I don't know what to say.

Ever since they're here for holiday, I'm more desperate to go back Sg and continue the life there.
Only until I left, then I realised I truely belong there.
I've changed too much to the extend that I don't feel I'm gonna make it here in Tw.

Friends from a clique of 6 become just one really close bestfriend.
Used to hang out as 6 but now, left with just one.
I don't feel secure, I feel like I'm gonna end up being alone all the time.
Hate that feeling.

Family become a fear, I don't even wanna speak much now.
Well, I really wanna be a girl who's more of quiet but really hard youknow!
Tsk...

And when you get a close guy friend, people give you those eyes.
Then started to say something in their language that you don't understand.
Obviously they're saying me, I'm not dumb.
It's becoming like an irritation.

Hello yo, you have boy-just-friends too right?
Just because I ain't from your country doesn't mean I can't have guy friend -.-x10000
(middlefinger pointed)

So how, should I change blogskin?
Don't even know how to update my life properly anymore.
It's a mess.

Wanting something so bad, to the extend that I hope I can bear the consiquenese.
And I'm completely losing it this summer, from Aug onwards.
Something that don't belong to me, is even further now.
I'm insecure of that :/

Why can't it just be mine?
Argggsh.
Can I end it here?
Wanna go play ItGirls on fb already.

You enjoy your life okay!
I wanna get a tattoo.
Wa family without sis and mum, is yay~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Okay formspring meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
TATA.